by James S » Feb 21, 2003 @ 8:27pm
In your mind you've raped every women in those pictures you have on your computer. You downloaded them for that purpose. Those women don't want to have sex with you in real life, they don't know you. How can they consent to having sex with you in your mind, then?
You kill in your mind every time some ass hole in the movie theatre interrupts your show. You wish you do, anyway. Maybe you even fantasize about it a little.
You've hurt tons of people. Your snide remarks have indeed gotten to me on several occasions. Not that it matters to me, but for that one instant it stung. I don't know you, it doesn't bother me, but that doens't mean you didn't hurt someone.
I know this because I've done the same things, I continue to do the same things. I'm hurting you right now by disagreeing with your views. I'm sorry for that. But just because you don't do things in the open doesn't mean you don't do things that matter. I've been a slave to those porno pictures. I know it's bad because when I managed to realize that it was wrong and stop, even for the shortest time, I felt relieved, free. I truly was a slave to my sin. The sin didn't hurt anyone, it only hurt myself. I was killing myself.
I know I'm going to Heaven because I accepted Jesus' offer to become one of God's children. I'm going to inherit my place in Heaven like the bad son inherits his father's wealth. But that doesn't mean I'm not bad. I try my best, but it's not good enough, that' why I know that your best isn't good enough either.
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