by Warren » Nov 22, 2001 @ 9:23pm
Yes, take some secret pictures of 'er and post 'em here. <br><br>I must tell you people a story that has just happened to me a few days ago. I've been checkin' out this new chic at school (she moved here from Moscow, Russia, been here a few months), and I've been thinking about asking her out. Then I found out that one of my friends was planning on asking her out, but then I heard (from the girl) that she wouldn't want to go out with my friend (when one of her friends informed her), so I decided to make my move before anything else might happen. I asked her out (this would be the first time I'd ever ask anyone out) last week Thursday about going to the movies for Friday. She said she'd check with her parents to make sure she could go. On Friday, she said her and her parents are going somewhere, and she couldn't. I asked again on this week, Tuesday, about goin' out on Wednesday (it was a half-day and no school the next 2 days), and you know what she said? I quote exactly, "Warren, I don't think I want to date you, sorry." Those few simple words made my self-esteem drop to the lowest point it has EVER been. I actually sat by the toilet when I got home because I thought I was literally going to puke. I've never been so sad in all my life, it's insane. This was the FIRST time I've ever asked anyone out, and I get shot down so badly. I can't think of anything else that would make one's self-esteem go any lower. I determined that it felt exactly like getting kicked in the nuts with a steel-toe boot with a rustly spike and the end. It's horrible. Next week, when I go back to school, I must find out WHY she declined me. I have NO idea why, but it literally killed me. I am known for having the most stamina in doing work at my school (last week I pulled 3 all-nighters in a row doing a 20-page French report on Switzerland, and a large Powerpoint project), and I thought with my stamina, that I could take a hit like that from the girl, but I was so horribly wrong. Paul, if you ask out this library chic, and you get shot down, I will feel horrible for you, so I wish you the best of luck in wooing your chic.