I'll be back

by **NYIllustrator** » Sep 27, 2003 @ 4:54am

Dude, dont let acne stop you if thats what the deal is. Life is waaaaaayy to short for that shit. With girls 90% of it is your ability to act like shit doesnt phase you, and be outgoing. Ever wonder why you see so many ugly dudes with hot girls? Thats why. Now if parties arent your scene, thats another thing. Dont try to make yourself into something your not. That never works and is lame anyway.

by **James S** » Sep 27, 2003 @ 5:19am

Yeah, exactly... I just have to find out if that's the case or not.

I've got lots of thinking to do.

I was so confident over the summer. I had what I believed was the most attractive girl in town my age going out with me. I had an awesome job. I was hanging out with friends more than ever. Going to theme parks all over the place.
And now I'm in school. I LOVE the school, the environment, the weather. I've got awesome classes. I have less acne than I did over the summer. I've still got all the cool stuff I bought with my summer job, and a couple pay checks left over. I've got cute girls around me that are seemingly attracted to me ... why am I not just as confident, if not more, than I was over the summer? This is fucking shit. I hate brain chems.

Wait... I remember now. I was more confident, until like a week ago... Why the sudden change? I even went to a couple parties and shows and stuff just to check out that scene since I had never really been exposed to it before.

More thinking...

Website · by **Paul** » Sep 27, 2003 @ 3:53pm

pfft, i realised this ages ago. the only reason i'm like this now is because a few years ago i realised just how ugly i am and now i cant bear to be out in the open around people. its silly not to talk to girls and stuff because i'm horrible to look at, but i cant help it.

see, i clearly know what my problem is, but i cant do anything about it - its like i'm my own therapist but the other half of me, the one getting the therapy, still wont listen!!

sad really, i just hope theres a reason for it. maybe its so i'll go down some other path and meet someone really nice or do something special with my life. it better be.

by **NYIllustrator** » Sep 27, 2003 @ 5:32pm

Website · by **Paul** » Sep 27, 2003 @ 6:06pm

he aint so bad, hes just nerd-lookin. besides, who wants to band EVERY chick he wants?

I'll be back

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